Twelve Years to Forever
Seems like yesterday
Feels like forever
You left this earth
And left me behind
The emptiness still grows like a cancer
There is no cure or sign of relief
You are gone and the void is as dark and hollow as always
Without meaning or answers
It has been twelve years to forever
I can’t remember your voice
I can’t hear your laugh
Does that mean I am starting to forget?
I see you so much in Kaitlyn
In my heart I believe
You’re safe and secure
Without worry or care
I know your spirit and energy lives on within me
But … It is Not the same
Chad, your life was always a challenge
I miss you
I want to hold you one more time
Say “I love you”
And say “Good bye“
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November 2009, love Mom
